I'll Find My Way

In this August,when the new term begins,I'll officially begin my teaching career.Just like what I said,it's definitely not my dream career,not even close.

My biggest problem is that I don't agree with Chinese education system at all. Most parents here have the same dream:Try their best to make sure kids can go to the best primary school, the best high school,then a good university,and finally find a "decent"job like teachers, doctors, lawyers etc.So schools,parents,teachers keep pushing and the students have experienced a high lever of strss since they are little.

In my whole student life,I've always been a perfect student every teacher and parent here ever wished for. But in the end I realized that I didn't even learn anything I was really interested in. All of my time were occupied with busy school study and heavy homework.I don't want my students have the same regret in the future.I don't want them miss anything beautiful in their lives.I think I will encourage them to chase their own dreams.So I guess I won't be an ideal teacher in China. It's not I don't love my country,but I really appreciate how people respect diversity in many other countries.

Not long ago,I made a video for Jill and Nikki.Jill told me that I'm a very talented editor and that's a path I should consider pursuing.I never thought that way and didn't know I can take that as a career.I mean I never learned anything about editing in school or college.But I'm just interested in it and kinda good at it for no reason.I didn't notice how good I am until she told me.She inspired me a lot.Now I do realize that I have talents in many aspects.Thanks Jill.

I don't know where my future is heading,but I'll keep going,find my way and figure out what's best for me.Two things for sure,I won't be a teacher for my whole life and I won't stop chasing my dreams.